Friday, September 4, 2009

tooooooooooo happy......

the reason being my second yr results........they came out well.......on cloud nine.overjoyed.....into my final yr nw...fheeeewwwww.................so relaxed.in party mood nw.......hahaahah lolzz..catch ya ltr .......

Friday, August 7, 2009

just lyk that.!!!!

well...well. well...........gave such an absurd title.......coz i didnt know how to categorize this one n give it a title that is apt........coz ws just expressing an iner turmoil....i told u na abt that eve, of mine.,well it did comprise n left behind a zillion feelings...........a superbly confusing whirl of emotions....since a time beng lyf wsnt running well for me.... ws all boggled up.........b it b the upcoming exams (the competitives)for my mba........or the inner turmoils.....goin on coz of the lyf so messed up.............bt ...ya smthngs.n rather sm people enterd my lyf wen i ws actually in need of support.... emotional,,,,,,,,to find that"compatibility" to say wat i ws goin thru,,,,,n that ws lyk solace.......got new frendz........very jovial.....all fun ,,freaky...always made me go into splits....n at the same time.. all mature.....very much lyk my replica..........wont say much..just felt a soft breeze of frendshp embracing me,, a kinddle care..........i got diverted frm the boring monotony i ws living.i wudnt say all ended up well.bt ya.......gav me realisations...that destiny takes its toll...........n u cn never predict wats in store for you next....lyk i cudnt predict the knock of new people in my life n for better.........hav to say a lot...bt dnt hav wrds.........so its better to leav smthigs unsaid n move on..............
bt yeah.. moving on with a smile....my kinda smile. (the smile of joy n satisfaction)..smile on the memory that gav me pleasure even in that eve. of solitude............truely said,,,:"blissfull solitude"





p.s:hav moulded certain things to behold my privacy)
catch ya later ..........

Thursday, August 6, 2009

an eve. spent in blissful solitude........

with the light drizzle giving solace to the arena outside.........n nobody at home.i decided to spend the splendid eve. with an utterly sensuous wheather just by myself..made a lemon iced tea for myself n headed towards the place which i luv more than anything else...."my terrace".....opend the terrace door n i simply gawkd at the rain lashing the beautiful palm trees that mum kept in our terrace garden. everything ws so pure n siren.as if along with the dust n dirt washed away with the rain also the rain has revivd a fresh breath into everything i cud manage to c arnd.....a sight that i fell in luv with.......the breeze that ws as if ws just meant to please me.......... to touch me ..........to embrace me in its windy arms.........oh.i ws in luv..........in luv with the ambience.............the place that i visited daily ....in n out..the n y ws it appearing to b so special today.......i ws smiling the smile of an unknown joy,..the smile of satisfaction........the smile of "being in love"...with wat? i cant say..coz i myself didnt know.......i ws just happy the way my lyf ws shaping up.....moved on n gave in to the swinging embrace of the terrace swing.....swaying in my own thoughts n humming my fav. song........i didnt notice how 2 hrs flew by n the rain stopped.......bt wat i ended up today ws an unknown sense of joy........a pleasure.......with the upcoming of events n sm people entering my lyf.......
"this secret.of the joy .i"ll let u no in my next post.." till then i m njoyng the turmoil of feelings ...whose origin i still m wondering at.........

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Glimpse......

having undergone a lot in lyf.....a blissful life bt yet so melodramatic.....so hav loads to tell, I felt somethings are getting accumulated in me. Some feelings that have housed my heart and have hovered my thoughts for what seems an era now. Finally, i have decided to tell my story.

And So, here I am writing my life stories here....my feelings.......my thoughts, though slightly altered so as to spare myself the embarrassment of it all n to maintain my privacy, but yeah, its mostly accurate. You are invited to have a glimpse of a life, most people lead, and are unaware of. :-)
so very ordinary, so very daily.....but yet so very aloof.........

/_!Fe

"I"VE LOOKED AT LIFE FROM BOTH SIDES NOW....
FROM WIN N LOOSE N STILL SOMEHOW..........
IT'S LIFE'S ILLUSIONS I RECALL.......I REALLY DONT KNOW LIFE AT ALL..."

MY FIRST POST.JUST STEPPING INTO....

STEPPING INTO THE WORLD OF BLOGGING........
TO REVIVE MY THOUGHTS.....
TO SAY MY HEART OUT....
TO COME OUT OF THE MONOTONY I M ENTANGLED IN.........
TO MAKE MY PERCEPTION GO LOOSE.......OUT OF THE SHAKLES OF MY OWN WEARY SELF.....